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    Saturday, August 31st, 2002
    12:49 am
    a dozen glowing moons
    set in the teardrop
    running down your face
    and if only i could catch it
    before it fell forever
    if only i could hold you
    before i fall forever
    if only's. the language
    of wish i couldve
    maybe i didn't is
    always familiar to me
    as familiar as the weight of
    your bittersweet lips
    pouring out the songs of the world
    all upon unsuspecting ears
    as she whispers nothing in my ear
    12:29 am
    hello there
    hi guys gals hermaphrodites the lint on the bottom of my sandal...i hope everyone who reads this is doing well in whatever endeavours they are now pursuing..i know i never write in here but i feel now is an appropriate time. i just had one of the most difficult nites of my life grrr...stonybrook post its all the same shit right? anyway thats about the extent of that Linda i love you.well it can only get better from here i hope. sunday i move into post with a roomate i have not yet met and very unprepared for any living situations yup ill be back . im very excited about this coming year ive already recieved emails from the pioneer the school newspaper about our first meeting sept 5th i can't wait. dol looks promising and should be a great bonding experience..not that im into that kinda thing i wish everyone the best of luck for the upcoming year ,
    John
    Monday, June 10th, 2002
    11:13 pm
    schlock schlock schlock and dissension
    hello kiddies time for tri monthly addition to the most wonderful and highly exalted livejournal audience... its been a really great past couple of months aside from a few fuckups but what the hell... it was a really fun night in particular after running through cvs no not thatttt cvs with linnnda trying to find purpley things and i really wanted to write more here but im having a really distressing convo and im not sure why everything i do everyone feels i make a big deal out of b/c i really try not to do that i dont know everyone's joining the be mad at john convention so fine be mad at john he doesnt care ok b/c i think i work to the best of my ability ok and i make a comment that sounds like im a little proud of what i have accomplished than i think im am completely justified in doing so and that does not in any way take away from a group effort ok so i think that only when each individual member works to their potential then the group is a complete whole and that statement just for the record b/c i can feel the backlash now was not directed towards tonite i cant take it why why why what did i do??? goddamnit stop fighting with me.. ok fuck ittt i dont care but i do care so much i have never said its about me me me it has never been if everything i did was about me me me i dont think i would be a part of lifeteen much less dol... and i dont like it when people sign off in the middle of a "heated discussion" and i feel so fucking sick right now ok so whatever.. to anyone who i have unintentionally put down degraded scarred for life made fun of made a side comment about took credit for something that was not my doing or anything wrong that anyone can possibly concieve of i am truly honestly and completely sorry..i just think that issues should be discussed in a group forum so that stupid things that are said can be rectified before they have a chance to multiply and grow more ugly... and for anyone out there who has a justifiable reason to be upset at me please im begging you come to me and if you decide you still hate me after we've taked through whatever it is then thats fine you'll have every right to be at that time
    For all anonymous replies to this fuck you in advance goodnight
    Thursday, May 30th, 2002
    2:14 pm
    god school sucks
    hello hello its been a while, just dreamed of being in your arms and looking at your smile... well not really so i got two silly awards last night one for eagles cry something or other and another for creative writing not that i am ever creative:) i kinda have a really bad headachetoday but i suppose itll pass it has to right! tomorrows our trip that has now officially been planned for for the past 8 months well i hope it all runs smoothly. shaps got a livejournal yay and other than that not alot is new.. oh yea the john cuttito lit. magazine is out on the shelves buy a copy todaywell i have 3 minutes till the bell rings so i fear i must leave parting is such sweet sorrow.
    departing comment: legs is the word of the day lets go home and spread the word
    actual word of the day: nipple
    Saturday, March 30th, 2002
    12:15 am
    thomas
    humble and helpless
    learning to pray
    praying for visions
    to show me the way
    show me the way to forgive you
    allow me to let it go
    allow me to be forgiving
    show me the way to let go
    show me the way to forgive you
    allow me to let it go
    allow me to be forgiving
    show me the way to let go
    you made me yours
    you made me
    you pave the way
    just praying for you to show me
    where i'm to begin

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    Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
    8:07 pm
    do you have a toaster oven?
    do you have a bathrobe?
    could we borrow your house as a hotel for a night?
    8:05 pm
    grrrrrr
    Sunday, March 17th, 2002
    9:41 pm
    bored baaahhh
    emotions
    like rivers
    f l o w i n g
    skipping a beat now and then
    dancing to the beat of a different drum
    sadness like acid
    burns and hurts
    joy like love
    heals all wounds
    scars pass with time
    time leaves memories
    to never forget
    a blessing
    to always be yourself
    priceless
    to have you in my life
    is to be whole
    to love
    is divine
    to be loved back
    a feeling undescribed.




    Rivers like time
    love like
    yours and mine
    sunsets watched together
    stars gazed upon
    while i was holding you
    sunrises
    shared
    means more days together
    watching the fog rise
    so i can see you once more
    trips to the beach
    to watch the tides
    flow
    as smoothly as your lips caress mine



    stars crash
    into
    stardust
    leaving me with
    star lust
    for your eyes
    for your lips
    for the feel of your
    fingertips
    stardust
    and just us
    to see it shower down
    in a river
    of gold
    to share
    to hold
    infinite chasms between
    the crashing stars
    could not contain
    this love
    or stop my kiss
    from reaching
    sweet delicate lips
    that are yours


    Colors
    and scents
    like memories
    stolen
    lost
    misplaced
    purposely
    boredom sets in
    can't forget those
    memories
    like the red of your lips
    and the pink of your skin
    scents like the smell of your hair
    or your perfume lingering
    like the feel of your fingers
    against my cheek holding me close
    to kiss lips to lips
    body to body
    soul to soul
    you to me
    what needy things emotions are
    like how i long for you
    at the strangest of times
    or maybe just constantly


    Sunrise
    over the mountain river
    feeing into a sunlit lake
    turning all into a pool of gold
    their are those who dread the sunrise
    knowing all too well that the coming day
    brings no relief from the routine of life
    their are those who would worship the sunrise
    for it meant that their gods were not angry
    and that life would continue to be good
    for me sunrise is a way to break
    away from the darkness
    to start anew
    and for every sunrise i see
    i wish for one more day with you
    and for every sunset i witness
    i pray for another night where
    you will be in my arms and
    i will not face the darkness
    alone



    Can't let go
    of today
    tomorrow
    yesterday
    the past
    my past
    our past
    this love
    your heart
    our love
    can't let go
    of you
    your body
    your skin
    under my fingertips
    illusion
    in your eyes
    my eyes
    first sin
    new skin
    one love
    i need
    only yours
    today
    tomorrow
    everyday

    tattered
    photograph
    curled at the edges
    yellowed
    forgotten
    hidden away
    deep
    unknown
    unrevealed
    unwanted
    of you and me
    long ago
    the clock mocks us
    and the calendar laughs
    the days float by
    as the years collect the dust
    as this forgotten relationship grew old
    like the yellowed tattered photograph
    under the bed


    Sickness


    floating
    but only in my head
    dying
    but still breathing instead
    living
    but only for your kiss
    being
    but longing for your touch
    aching
    for the silk of your skin
    feverish
    hallucinating of a tomorrow
    that will never come
    and a past that never was
    Friday, March 15th, 2002
    5:33 pm
    s-u-r-v-e- y? cuz im bored
    cats or dogs?

    rain or snow?

    sun or rain?

    flourescent lighting or light bulbs?

    is that a squirrel humping a bush?

    what time is it?

    who do you spend the most time with?

    do you like your parents?

    do u ever spend nights at home just because? (not counting being grounded)

    Have you ever been kissed?

    Do you beleive in fairy tales?

    the book of revelations says the world is soon going to end... do you believe that?

    do you believe in love at first sight?

    do you believe in hate at first sight?

    even if you hate somebody do you still go out of your way to be nice to them?

    would you rather stand on hot burning coals or sleep on a bed of nails?

    whats your favorite flavor ice cream?

    have you ever performed the smell test on a pair of sox to see if u could wear them again?

    do u have any piercings?

    do you want any piercings?

    wheres the best place to spend the night with someone special?

    lubed or not lubed?

    why are guys so much more open about masturbation?

    what scares you most?

    what makes you the happiest?

    do you like rainbows?

    do you like cows?

    have you ever been driving down a road and seen roadkill and wanted to pick it up and maybe salvage some for dinner?

    college...why?

    do you believe in fate or destiny?

    do you believe in heaven?

    hell?

    who's your best friend?

    do you sit online all day and wait for junk mail to be sent to oyu just so u can delete it?(ok so maybe i am the only one with no life?)

    are you an on top kinda person or a bottom?

    whats the first thing that attracts you to a member of the opposite sex?

    and then what?

    would you rather be deaf, blind, or mute?

    whats your view on anal sex?

    is life like a box of chocolates or are we all just nuts?

    describe to me a day in your life..

    if you were a squirrel would you hump a bush in public?

    do you have any std's?

    do you like needles?

    are you a dendrophiliac?

    are you a necrophiliac?

    are you a hemophiliac?

    do you have agoraphobia?

    aviophobia?
    Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
    Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
    Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
    Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
    Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
    Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
    Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
    Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
    Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
    Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
    Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
    Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
    Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
    Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
    Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
    Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
    Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
    Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
    Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
    Algophobia- Fear of pain.
    Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.
    Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
    Altophobia- Fear of heights.
    Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
    Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
    Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
    Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
    Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
    Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
    Ancraophobia or Anemophobia- Fear of wind.
    Androphobia- Fear of men.
    Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.
    Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
    Anglophobia- Fear of England, English culture, etc.
    Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
    Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
    Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
    Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
    Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
    Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
    Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
    Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
    Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
    Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
    Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
    Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
    Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
    Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.
    Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
    Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
    Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
    Astrophobia- Fear of stars and celestial space.
    Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
    Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia (muscular incoordination)
    Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
    Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
    Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
    Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
    Atomosophobia - Fear of atomic explosions.
    Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
    Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
    Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
    Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
    Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
    Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
    Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
    Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
    Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.
    Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes.
    Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.
    Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.
    Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks.
    Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
    Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
    Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
    Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
    Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
    Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
    Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)
    Bibliophobia- Fear of books.
    Blennophobia- Fear of slime.
    Bogyphobia- Fear of bogies or the bogeyman.
    Botanophobia- Fear of plants.
    Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
    Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
    Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.


    C-

    Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
    Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
    Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
    Cancerophobia- Fear of cancer.
    Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
    Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
    Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
    Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
    Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
    Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.
    Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
    Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.
    Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder.
    Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
    Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.
    Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
    Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
    Chionophobia- Fear of snow.
    Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.
    Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
    Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
    Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
    Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.
    Chromophobia or Chromatophobia- Fear of colors.
    Chronophobia- Fear of time.
    Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.
    Cibophobia or Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food.
    Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
    Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
    Cleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
    Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing or of falling downstairs.
    Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.
    Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
    Cnidophobia- Fear of stings.
    Cometophobia- Fear of comets.
    Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
    Coitophobia- Fear of coitus.
    Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
    Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
    Coprophobia- Fear of feces.
    Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.
    Counterphobia- The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.
    Cremnophobia- Fear of precipices.
    Cryophobia- Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.
    Crystallophobia- Fear of crystals or glass.
    Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer.
    Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
    Cymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.
    Cynophobia- Fear of dogs or rabies.
    Cypridophobia, Cypriphobia, Cyprianophobia, or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.


    D-

    Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
    Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
    Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations.
    Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
    Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.
    Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
    Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
    Dentophobia- Fear of dentists.
    Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions.
    Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease.
    Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
    Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes.
    Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
    Dikephobia- Fear of justice.
    Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.
    Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
    Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking.
    Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
    Domatophobia or Oikophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.
    Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.
    Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
    Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.
    Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.
    Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
    Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.


    E-

    Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
    Ecophobia- Fear of home.
    Eicophobia or Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings.
    Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
    Electrophobia- Fear of electricity.
    Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
    Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)
    Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.
    Enetophobia- Fear of pins.
    Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds.
    Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
    Entomophobia- Fear of insects.
    Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.
    Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
    Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.
    Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
    Equinophobia- Fear of horses.
    Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
    Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.
    Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.
    Ergophobia- Fear of work.
    Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
    Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
    Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia.
    Erythrophobia, Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia- 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.


    F-

    Febriphobia, Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever.
    Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)
    Francophobia- Fear of France, French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)
    Frigophobia- Fear of cold, cold things.


    G-
    Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.
    Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France, French culture. (Francophobia)
    Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.
    Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.
    Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
    Genophobia- Fear of sex.
    Genuphobia- Fear of knees.
    Gephyrophobia, Gephydrophobia, or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
    Germanophobia- Fear of Germany, German culture, etc.
    Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
    Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
    Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste.
    Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
    Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.
    Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
    Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.
    Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.


    H-

    Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
    Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.
    Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
    Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.
    Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
    Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
    Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.
    Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
    Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
    Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
    Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
    Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
    Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia)
    Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
    Hippophobia- Fear of horses.
    Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
    Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.
    Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.
    Hormephobia- Fear of shock.
    Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
    Homilophobia- Fear of sermons.
    Hominophobia- Fear of men.
    Homophobia- Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.
    Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms.
    Hydrargyophobia- Fear of mercurial medicines.
    Hydrophobia- Fear of water or of rabies.
    Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies.
    Hyelophobia or Hyalophobia- Fear of glass.
    Hygrophobia- Fear of liquids, dampness, or moisture.
    Hylephobia- Fear of materialism OR the fear of epilepsy.
    Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
    Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
    Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
    Hypsiphobia- Fear of height.


    I-

    Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
    Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.
    Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
    Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.
    Iophobia- Fear of poison.
    Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
    Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
    Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.
    Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.


    J-

    Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
    Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.


    K-

    Kainolophobia- Fear of novelty.
    Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty.
    Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
    Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
    Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down.
    Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
    Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
    Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.
    Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
    Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms.
    Kolpophobia- Fear of genitals, particularly female.
    Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
    Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)
    Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
    Kymophobia- Fear of waves.
    Kynophobia- Fear of rabies.
    Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.


    L-

    Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
    Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
    Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.
    Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.
    Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.
    Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.
    Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
    Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
    Linonophobia- Fear of string.
    Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.
    Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
    Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
    Logophobia- Fear of words.
    Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis.
    Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.
    Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.
    Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.


    M-

    Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
    Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.
    Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
    Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia)
    Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.
    Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
    Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.
    Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection.
    Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.
    Megalophobia- Fear of large things.
    Melissophobia- Fear of bees.
    Melanophobia- Fear of the color black.
    Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.
    Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
    Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.
    Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
    Metallophobia- Fear of metal.
    Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
    Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.
    Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol.
    Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.
    Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)
    Microphobia- Fear of small things.
    Misophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt of germs.
    Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
    Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia- Fear of dirt or contamination.
    Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
    Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
    Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.
    Mottephobia- Fear of moths.
    Musophobia or Murophobia- Fear of mice.
    Mycophobia- Fear or aversion to mushrooms.
    Mycrophobia- Fear of small things.
    Myctophobia- Fear of darkness.
    Myrmecophobia- Fear of ants.
    Mysophobia- Fear of germs or contamination or dirt.
    Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.
    Myxophobia- Fear of slime. (Blennophobia)


    N-
    Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)
    Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
    Nelophobia- Fear of glass.
    Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
    Neophobia- Fear of anything new.
    Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
    Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.
    Nomatophobia- Fear of names.
    Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
    Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.
    Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.
    Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
    Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
    Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.
    Numerophobia- Fear of numbers.
    Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas, of forests at night
    Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.


    O-

    Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)
    Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
    Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
    Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
    Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
    Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)
    Oenophobia- Fear of wines.
    Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.
    Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.
    Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
    Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
    Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
    Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams.
    Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.
    Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia)
    Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.
    Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.
    Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes.
    Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
    Orthophobia- Fear of property.
    Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors.
    Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.
    Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven.


    P-

    Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost.
    Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.
    Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
    Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.
    Papyrophobia- Fear of paper.
    Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
    Paraphobia- Fear of sexual perversion.
    Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.
    Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th.
    Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
    Pathophobia- Fear of disease.
    Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
    Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth.
    Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning. (imaginary crime)
    Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.
    Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
    Pedophobia- Fear of children.
    Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
    Pellagrophobia- Fear of pellagra.
    Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.
    Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia)
    Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.
    Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald.
    Phallophobia- Fear of a penis, esp erect.
    Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
    Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
    Phengophobia- Fear of daylight or sunshine.
    Philemaphobia or Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
    Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
    Philosophobia- Fear of philosophy.
    Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.
    Photoaugliaphobia- Fear of glaring lights.
    Photophobia- Fear of light.
    Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
    Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
    Phthiriophobia- Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)
    Phthisiophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
    Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.
    Plutophobia- Fear of wealth.
    Pluviophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
    Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
    Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.
    Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)
    Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.
    Poliosophobia- Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.
    Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
    Polyphobia- Fear of many things.
    Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.
    Ponophobia- Fear of overworking or of pain.
    Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple.
    Potamophobia- Fear of rivers or running water.
    Potophobia- Fear of alcohol.
    Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.
    Proctophobia- Fear of rectum.
    Prosophobia- Fear of progress.
    Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
    Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
    Psychrophobia- Fear of cold.
    Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.
    Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
    Pupaphobia - fear of puppets.
    Pyrexiophobia- Fear of Fever.
    Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.

    R-

    Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.
    Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs.
    Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases.
    Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)
    Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.
    Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
    Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.
    Russophobia- Fear of Russians.


    S-

    Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween.
    Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia)
    Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.
    Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies.
    Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter.
    Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars.
    Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
    Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.
    Scolionophobia- Fear of school.
    Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
    Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
    Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)
    Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.
    Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.
    Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes.
    Selenophobia- Fear of the moon.
    Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.
    Sesquipedalophobia- Fear of long words.
    Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Heterophobia)
    Siderodromophobia- Fear of trains, railroads or train travel.
    Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
    Sinistrophobia- Fear of things to the left, left-handed.
    Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.
    Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)
    Snakephobia- Fear of snakes. (Ophidiophobia)
    Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.
    Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
    Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
    Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.
    Sophophobia- Fear of learning.
    Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
    Spacephobia- Fear of outer space.
    Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.
    Spermatophobia or Spermophobia- Fear of germs.
    Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.
    Stasibasiphobia or Stasiphobia- Fear of standing or walking. (Ambulophobia)
    Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
    Stenophobia- Fear of narrow things or places.
    Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.
    Suriphobia- Fear of mice.
    Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.
    Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.
    Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.
    Syphilophobia- Fear of syphilis.


    T-

    Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
    Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
    Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
    Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.
    Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
    Technophobia- Fear of technology.
    Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
    Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.
    Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
    Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
    Tetanophobia- Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.
    Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.
    Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.
    Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.
    Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
    Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
    Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.
    Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.
    Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
    Thermophobia- Fear of heat.
    Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
    Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
    Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.
    Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
    Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
    Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.
    Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
    Trichinophobia- Fear of trichinosis.
    Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia or Hypertrichophobia- Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia)
    Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.
    Tropophobia- Fear of moving or making changes.
    Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.
    Tuberculophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
    Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants.


    U-

    Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.
    Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.


    V-

    Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination.
    Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.
    Verbophobia- Fear of words.
    Verminophobia- Fear of germs.
    Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.
    Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
    Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father.


    W-

    Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons.
    Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft.


    Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
    Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
    Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.
    Xerophobia- Fear of dryness.
    Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.
    Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.

    Y-
    Z-
    Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
    Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods.
    Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat.
    Zoophobia- Fear of animals.
    Monday, March 11th, 2002
    8:12 pm
    survey ba ba bummmm
    Are you wearing shoes right now?

    Does it really matter?

    why are you reading this?

    have you ever eaten a banana?

    does anyone care?

    are you really bored right now?

    ok... think of all of your really close friends.... if you were in a plane crash with all of them and u were stranded on a desert island which of them would you eat?

    do you have a g/f?

    do you have a b/f?

    Are you really bored right now?

    who's your favorite author?

    whats your favorite movie?

    whats your favorite position for sex?

    whats your favorite ice cream flavor?

    whats your eye color?

    whats the eye color you find most appealing?

    Where in the world do you most wish u were right now?

    are you wearing socks?

    why?

    do you have a pet?

    do you want a pet?

    do you want to pet me instead?

    chocolate or vanilla?

    inside or outside?

    contacts or glasses?

    long hair or short hair?

    whats your favorite music?

    who's your favorite person?

    where's your favorite place to be?

    how often do you brush your hair?

    teeth?

    how often do you look in the mirror?

    do you drive?

    do you have a car?

    What are you doing right now?

    why are you doing that?!?!?!
    thats gross man

    would you rather...

    watch tv or read a book?

    sleep or paint your nails?

    go to a movie or go bowling?

    pet a goldfish or feed a snake?

    to live or not to live?

    is the glass full or completely smashed into little pieces?

    are you about ready to pull all of your hair out b/c i am
    4:40 pm
    argh
    dude its goin on day 3 and im going out of my fucking mind.... Lindaaaa i misss you.. shappy i dont think you read this but you werent in school today damnit.. yea so its been 3 days now and im so bored...my hand is getting kinda tired heh lindaaaaaaa i love you babe..... danielle we cant have a thursday gathering for 2 weeks
    grrrrrrrrr im so annoyed i think im gonna be spending a whole buncha time afterschool for some reason i need to be out of here im freaking watching a jackie chan cartoon fuck fuck fuck i hate this....anonymous people are whores
    prison walls
    gray and bleak
    prison walls
    4 more days and a week
    freaking insane
    maybe something will fly into my house
    ...like maybe a plane!!


    So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?



    99 red ballons hangin on my wall 99 red balloons and im gonna pop em all ouch my ear hurts im going tomorrow to the doctor its about damn time



    i am a freaking hungry duck damnnnnnittt feeed me seymour feeeed me

    Find your inner rubber ducky.

    yeaaaap anyway im am really bored and i finished writing this like 2 hours ago but i never pressed the update journal button
    so its all good... i never thought i'd miss going to work
    sux sux sux nicoles a freak......hmmmm linda is a goddess
    i am a lowly bored peasant man
    3:33 pm
    which freakin muppet are you?????????????????

    You are Gonzo!
    You're a bit loopy, and many people have trouble figuring out exactly what you're supposed to be. You take pride in your eccentricity and originality.

    Friday, March 8th, 2002
    11:13 pm


    Which tarot card are you?


    aghhh busted.. hmm spent an entire day with linda well exhausting morning anyway went to werk at 2:30 does it matter that ronda thought i went to werk at 8 i think not fuck it oooo dave hasto have a talk with me tomorrow wen he gets home from work yea cuz ill really be around heh watever....played pool tonight after driving around 4 four hours with shaps' cousin its all good.. got hustled for a whole two dollars wow we really suck at pool all in all it was a great day.... omg is that a squirrel humping a bush? yes..yes it is. Morris!!! Mitsubishi!! if anyone wants to see queen of the damned make sure you dont read the book first uh yea blonde hair blue eyes wateve... also it helps if you dont try to place the accents b/c hell they made em up. sigh..... 11 hours of werk tomorrow b/c once i get my car on the road im never ever coming home
    Monday, November 12th, 2001
    10:14 am
    heyyyyy
    well hello again for everyone who has given up on me actually writing in this thing... im sitting here with linda(well actually shes standing and bitching that i never write in this thing) but i had a great day despite psychocab drivers and off key beggars i mean come on if yer gonna beg for money at least sound good... how many pennies? by the way AIDA = great show yay f-u-n :) nothing new with me besides the fact that im procrastinating on getting my college applications sent in whatever i dont really care anyway this way i can fulfill my lifelong dream of becoming a homeless beggar and singing offkey for money. ed? what do you think heh heh heh... well that about explains my life.linda is a dork a sexy dork at that. damn the man save the empire translates into damn the carwash give me some money for doing nothing. SHREK is an awesome movie if u havent seen it yet DO IT!!!! everyday and twice on sundays for that matter. oooooohhhhhooooo sorry thaT WAS IL DORKO Linda. i have a four day weekend because im going fishing on tuesday but clicker wants me to walk ot school with her so i have to get up early anyway damnit!!!!! clicker grrr...
    weird egyptian belly dancers + John = obscene comments = getting hit.
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    well hello again for everyone who has given up on me actually writing in this thing... im sitting here with linda(well actually shes standing and bitching that i never write in this thing) but i had a great day despite psychocab drivers and off key beggars i mean come on if yer gonna beg for money at least sound good... how many pennies? by the way AIDA = great show yay f-u-n :) nothing new with me besides the fact that im procrastinating on getting my college applications sent in whatever i dont really care anyway this way i can fulfill my lifelong dream of becoming a homeless beggar and singing offkey for money. ed? what do you think heh heh heh... well that about explains my life.linda is a dork a sexy dork at that. damn the man save the empire translates into damn the carwash give me some money for doing nothing. SHREK is an awesome movie if u havent seen it yet DO IT!!!! everyday and twice on sundays for that matter. oooooohhhhhooooo sorry thaT WAS IL DORKO Linda. i have a four day weekend because im going fishing on tuesday but clicker wants me to walk ot school with her so i have to get up early anyway damnit!!!!! clicker grrr...
    weird egyptian belly dancers + John = obscene comments = getting hit.<Linda cuts in... hey egyptian belly dancers give good lap dances ouch! <- yea tell it to the OTHER lady next to you =)i think she slaps harder Linda. i think im going ot paint tonight im gonna call it white lines on a white piece of paper.. look its a polar bear stuck in a blizzard $$$$$$ im sure the metropolitan will buy it damn straight. Pineapple juice -> $3.75 cabs that drive you around to ANY art museum $11... museum passes $20 getting slapped by linda for obscene comments<priceless Big up to my hommies in the armor room.ive discovered what im actually gonna be wen i grow up... ill be one of those annoying people who go into corners of the museum and stay there all day writing poetry until they get kicked out but wait then i realizedi cant write so ill just go hang out with my medeival buddiesin the sword display which happens to be above the textile room which isnt actually open and just leads to a flight of stairs. haha i told like 5 people who asked where the train was going that we werent going ot their stop so i had more room to breathe b/ci was feeling alot like a cow.. without the cattle prod of course damn where is that thing when you need it... thats it for tonight... I QvIT!... night folks
    Sunday, August 26th, 2001
    11:37 pm
    www.imawhore.com
    righhhttttt... i was soo bored today. i wasnt even aware it was possible to be as bored as i was w/o being dead...but alas im alive.. that is till kate visited at the car wash. my day got better at that point.. more good news i get my car on saturday of course itll be two or so weeks b4 i save up enough money for insurance registration and inspection but hey im working on it. im really tired gotta be at work for 7 talk to y'all tomorrow
    9:54 am
    im going back to sleep.....forever
    those were my first words for the day so id say it started out about right...aughhh im so tired but im not due into work till 12. the carwash is such an easy job and im by myself so its kinda like im my own boss..but not. but its sooooo boring and im so lonely there :). i think im going to the cemetary today ive been trying to avoid it but i think ishould go anyway watever. im trying ot think about what i did yesterday and i realize all i did was sleep work and then go back to sleep yea boredom! i finally have someone i reallyl ike and have the opportunity to go out with and i think im going to well i hope i am never can tell. anyway im outta here gtg to work

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: the music from mario kart
    Friday, August 24th, 2001
    7:34 pm
    why do we always reach for the unattainable?
    im floating in my reminders of you
    like a love drenched fool in an ocean of emotion
    im going so far as to remember times we never had
    things we never did
    well we did them but only in my wishing and sleeping hours
    and then im wondering if your wishing that too
    because maybe if we both are then we can meet in the middle of a dream and things like week numbers and homes and rumors and stupid shit like that wont matter because your home can be in my arms and mine in yours
    --miscellaneous thoughts from inner recesses of a crazed lovelorn idiot? yep you betcha.. im a dork i know but its all cool its a sunday and its been like 2 months since ive even opened up this page much less written in it. due to my recent alcoholic incident im grounded but whoever wants can come visit me one at a time :( i dunno watever by the way love.. yea its wierd thats it im gonna go ot bed now i mexhausted
    Monday, July 2nd, 2001
    11:54 pm
    wow
    its the happiest best most blissful energetic greatest appealing intoxicating singularly most beautiful natural honest feeling in the entire world and its all what u do to me thank you

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: rem its the end of the world
    11:39 pm
    wow
    its the purest happiest greatest most exciting natural intoxicating uplifting feeling i nthe entire world and it all has to do with you

    Current Mood: im so in love with you
    Current Music: the sound of your name echoing in my head
    11:28 pm
    wow
    its the purest happiest greatest most exciting natural intoxicating uplifting feeling i nthe entire world and it all has to do with you

    Current Mood: pleased
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